Love RAnT.

So i was wondering, as you do, is there only one person out there for you?
If so, what do people that are widowed do? You always hear about people finding love again. Again? How many times can you find it?
Obviously it’s a possibility that there are many people in the world we could potentially love.
How many of you people out there can actually say you’ve been in love? And how many of you people have casually thrown around the words 'i love you'?
well i guess I’m really questioning it now cause, well there’s a guy i like, he obviously doesn’t know i like him, but he told me he likes a girl. And he told me who it was, at it clearly wasn’t me. Then after a while, [we moved on from that topic] he was like i love you... den after some more time he was like 'i love u more' or something, i just ignored it cause i presumed he was joking, but why joke about something like that cause you don’t actually know if the person you’re talking to likes you, and you might be leading them on, unintentionally.
This is actually depressing.
I think he's just being a player tbh, I mean its obvious he's not really interested.

MAJOR EMBARASSMENT.

Omg, today i fell down on the tram [thats a kinda train like thing, for people that don't know]. it was the most embarrassing thing thats happened to me in a while, like it was really rainy and i was wearing my worn down UGGs, and yea as i stepped onto the tram it just happened, and everyone went "ooooooo", but me being as graceful as i could be [after plopping onto the floor] just got up and composed myself, when an old lady decides to ask me if i want her seat! i was like "naa im alrightttt...thanks", it was quite funny looking back on it, but at the time i was close to tears cause i was so embarrassed and my knees did get quite hurt in the fall.


Anyways what cheered me up was that i got my ear pierced today! yay :) it did hurt a bit at first but then you just get over it :) i chose this kinda deep pink cause its my birthstone .. apparently XD born in October i always thought my birthstone was opal, but apparently its this pink thing, lemme do a quick google search;its called  'tourmaline' :) at first i wanted this light blue colour, but then the lady was like are you born in march? i was like errrrrrrm, no,, are they birthstones? :L but yea the piercing looks pretty, i opted for a second piercing on the lobe, and one of the piercings a TINY bit higher than the other, but apparently its not significant, meh its probably just me being anal about it.


And i got my kebab today! basically everything that i thought i was getting yesterday i got today ahha xD


I'm thinking about doings makeup tutorials and like hair tutorials on youtube... what do you guys think? I've been thinking about it for a long time now, i just haven't gotten round to it, and ive already got like 144 subscribers cause i used to do lyrics videos, and I've got like 400 000 views on my videossss, so the only way is up.. right? xD

EDIT; almost forgot, i straightened my hair today, pin straight, and guess what? walked out side and it poured down with rain, and my hair was curly again before i reached the tram stop, where i proceeded to make a fool of mysself by stacking. today was deffo the best day of my life.

Kebab Craving + Ear Piercing [unusually short blog]

Recently I've had a HUGE kebab craving, is it me or does anyone else get really weird cravings all the time? anyways I'm getting one today! after like a week of craving it so hurraaaay :)
I'm also getting my ear pierced today, I'm slightly worried to be honest. Ive already got my ear pierced but i had that done when i was a baby so i don't remember how much it hurt. well I'm planning on getting my ear pierced either just above the normal hole or on the rim, i cant decide! apparently it hurts more for the first one as there's more flesh involved :/, but the second one has cartilage which could shatter and that would make my ear look dodgy.


choices choices, why do i even want my ear pierced again? :/ to go through all that for a shiny stud. ahhh :/


anyone have any suggestions on where i should get my piercing?

Schools Out, :)

Well it’s the half term, which means revision revision and more revision, ONLY JOKING!
This post is going to be entirely about boys, life’s way of saying thank you.
I am currently single :( but there’s plenty of fish in the sea, so here goes

I’ve been going out with a guy for like 2 years, on and off, at the moment it’s in it’s off stage ahah XD
I’m planning on that staying that way, cause 'A' is a bit of a prick [I’ve decided to call him A as he’s the first boy I’m mentioning :P]. I mean one moment he’s all over me, then the next he’s all over another girl?! I just feel that I have a really deep connection with him, maybe because we’ve had such a long relationship, but I remember this connection from the very start, it’s almost as though I can’t resist him. :(
Any advice girls?

Guy 'B' he goes to my school, and he is easily the fittest guy in my year, luckily for me he’s in some of my classes so i get to talk to him every day. Unluckily, he has a girlfriend so yeah... end of story... or is it?
He seems only interested in his girlfriend 'cause she’s hot' so idk, this may lead to something. Hopefully. Well I’ll keep you posted.

That’s the end of my very long list... XD

But yea i have a plan of action, seeing as it is the half term I’m going to use lots of facemasks to get rid of these spots! Bleurgh. Seeing as it was my birthday recently i go GHD wide plate straighteners so that’s my hair sorted, just add a little make up and voila! XD. but seriously no makeup this week, somehow wearing makeup gives me spots :/ so although it makes me look good it makes me look bad in the long run.

Anyone else out there get spots from makeup?

i guess i'll start with the basics.

I’ve decided to keep this blog anonymous purely for the reason i don’t want people that know me to find it.
If that makes sense. :S

I’ll start my blog by answering some questions,
Have i kissed a boy before? YES. Surprisingly us nerds do get some action ;)
Am i a girl? Last time i checked i was.
How old am i? 17.
Am i single? Unfortunately so,
Have i tried drugs? No, they’re still a mystery to me.
Have i tried smoking? YES, well a few days ago i tried my first puff, and ended up coughing like a donkey, and all my mates ended up laughing at me. Pleasant. At first it was quite a vile taste in my mouth, but the after taste is quite nice, well compared to the initial taste. I can assure you i won’t be trying smoking again anytime soon.
Do i drink? YES, i have gotten totally drunk before, and somehow in the morning i didn't have a hangover, here’s to good times.

I have lovely school tomorrow, well i go to a grammar school [sixth form - that’s nerdy college for you less nerdy children out there]. And we have to wear suits?! It’s quite bad actually, having to wear suits that is. Well in a way you don't have to choose what to wear every day, but then again it gets quite boring, the grey and black suits. Luckily there are boys at the sixth form so the school isn’t as boring as it could be. And there is a guy i kind of like, but more about him later. Have to go bed now, so i can look half decent for school tomorrow.

xoxo